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Thought He Was Dead

by Shawn Mrazek Lives!

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1.
I'm so nervous what to do with my hands won't you come over and understand and everybody says that the key is within oh my God I'm dying to fit in oh my God lets begin alright! inside my exodus has just begun I'm listening to that voice I'm too tired to run because that race is for others for others to win oh my God don't let me begin oh my God looks like I hid my gin oh no! I caught my reflection my reflection in glass my eyes are clear and the clouds have passed sometimes with changes we don't know where to start so used to the facade and playing the part but that race is for others for others to win oh my God I'm dying to fit in oh my God looks like I found my grin and I knew it was there all along
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lets forget the past and sing for today lets forget the past no more gazing at our shoes we know what they look like when we bought them instead lets look to our friend ... hey friend! and look into their eyes and tell them that they matter because there's nothing sadder than no expression because it leads us to depression and the pull is too much and the pull is too much and the pull I give up lets get out of here so lets forget the past lets forget the past and sing for today because we are alive and isn't that good enough? we are alive isn't that good enough to sing yay? to sing yay because the pull is too much the pull is too much and the pull I give up lets get out of here so if you want to live follow me and lets get our hearts out of here
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Can't See Me 02:18
i can't seem to see me cause there so many tears you see and I want the lights off so I can't see me cause when there on I still can't see me even in my dreams there's something to prove i still gotta prove - prove I can fly if could calm down and if could come down from the downs well i'm scared but i have hopes you know I was hoping that i'd turn out to be something good not good at it just good and if i never learnt - learnt how to die and if i never learnt from you how to lie and if I could feel - feel something good I just wanted to be I wanted to be good I think that I could if could calm down and if I could come down from the downs
4.
yup! o' friend are you okay? no matter what it can be alright that's what we need to say and it - it works for just one day if we put them back to back we have our shield from the attack there is another world inside of this one when terrible feelings hit hit them back and hit them hard because they'll never last together we can beat them there is another world inside of this one that's right there is another world inside of this one what do you say?
5.
can the world take the man who is free from himself he is free from the world free of his masks they can't stand his face so they look away pretend he's not there put their heads in the sand and say they don't care i want to step out into the wilderness and find the forest inside my heart but the boulders tell me lies they say i'm no good i want to jump in the lake and swim away and find the still i can't find inside my pills something inside of me tells me to run lets head out to the desert like Anthony The Great after twenty years of solitude they say that he glows they say that he knows how to turn into fire and that he's free of all desire
6.
my funny valentine my sweet comic valentine you make me smile with my heart your looks are laughable they're unphotographable yet you're my favourite work of art is your figure less than greek does your mouth feel a little weak when you open it to speak are you smart but don't change your hair for me not if you care for me stay little valentine - stay cause each day is valentine's each day is valentine's day my funny valentine my sweet comic valentine you make me smile with my heart
7.
as a kid i use to climb up my ladder sure to find my place of peace and happiness in the clouds I'd find my rest and so it makes no difference as long as your climbing up that ladder when you're climbing you may fall climbing matters first of all and words or rocks may peg you off make sure your grip is tough enough when you're climbing and you fear those lashing tongues so insincere what should I do? who should I be? sometimes it gets to hard to see so this journey and exodus might mean leaving the rest of us and they make mock you and make up lies and bend the truth from others eyes but it makes no difference as long as your climbing up that ladder so farewell my phantom friend I hope we never meet again and if we do I think you'll find I look the same but I changed my mind what should I do who should I be invisible hands grab ahold of me I'm stuck behind this enormous tree so come along if you can on the ladder I'll grab your hand terrible feelings they'll never last in patient silence this too shall pass
8.
here we sit inside our rooms with four walls and with our doom and will it come? and will it save? will love come bursting through the walls? alienated we feel outside and our feelings are like the tide there's a yearning inside of our hearts lets listen and make a start cause it could happen any day the walls will fall away the walls will fall away lets carry them away! love is bursting through the walls love is bursting through the walls the walls don't listen to those who compete they don't know it but they're asleep they'll try to tell you everything they know these people really fuck with the flow but it doesn't matter anyway the walls will fall away the walls will fall away lets carry them away! love is bursting through the walls love is bursting through the walls the walls

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Limited Edition 12" Vinyl - SOLD OUT!

Songs of exodus, self-discovery, joy, and freedom!

Performed by Shawn Mrazek THOUGHT HE WAS DEAD includes cameos from Adrian Teacher (Apollo Ghosts), Stephen Hamm (Slow, Jungle, Canned Hamm) Hayz Fisher (The New Values), JP Carter (Destroyer) and Chris-a-riffic!

If you feel like crap, this record is for you!!

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released May 28, 2013

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RECORDED BY:
Hayz Fisher

PERFORMED BY:
Shawn Mrazek / Vocals, Guitar, Organs, Piano, Bass (3) & Drums
Hayz Fisher / Bass, Lead Guitar (6), Viola (3)

COVER DESIGN BY:
Cathy Matusicky, Liam Hogan & Shawn Mrazek

PHOTOS BY:
Paul Huisking (Cover) & Steve Louie (Back)

ADDITIONAL MUSICIANS:
Adrian Teacher / Lead Guitar (1 bridge)
Stephen Hamm / Piano, Hammond (4, 7)
JP Carter / Trumpet (6)
Chris-a-riffic / Rhodes (7)
Molly Matusicky / Keyboard (5 bridge)
Nicole Dale / Viola (6)

GANG VOCALS (song 2)
Caitlin Gilroy, Rose Melberg, Steve Louie, Elisha May Rembold, Chris-A-Riffic

ALL SONGS BY:
Shawn Mrazek
*except My Funny Valentine by Hart & Rodgers

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